Oh sure, I wish papers would grade themselves or that I had chosen to teach speech rather than composition. Sometimes I wish I did not elect to teach Comp II over some (easier?) haul like basic English. There are days I am not impressed with student performance or my own instruction, too. But on the whole, I am very satisfied (at the moment) in my career.
Now if I could only make more money at it.
As it stands, it looks very much like I will be downsizing everything (including my home, lifestyle, etc) to live on the cheap. Even then, I do not seem to find a way to get along. *sigh* I can remember moving to southern KS with nothing more than an El Camino load of "stuff" and the only bill overhead was my student loan. Those were the days. Should I have to make all the sacrifices I foresee in this downsizing, I would wager my very happiness is at stake. Though that likely reads a bit melodramatic, and though I know it is wrongheaded to tie one's state of mind to one's things...I would miss my farm and home so very much.
Alternative, additional lines of work under consideration:
- Trainer/speaker for corporate America
- Online overload teacher for large online universities
- Microfarmer (truck farming, dried flowers, greenhouse, etc)
- Personal historian (digital media biographer)
- Pole dancer (just checking if you're reading closely)
- Resume writer (and interviewer, overall marketability)
- Daycare provider (do what you love, right?)
Meanwhile, I will do the best I can at what I do and see what shakes out of our budget.
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I'm still begging the questions, too...Can I quit? How? What will we do?
I don't want you (or the boys for that matter) to be sad, but I just don't know how to do it!!!
Did you enter the Publisher's Clearinghouse???
A sudden stop in posts. Certainly not a lack of thoughts. Lack of time? Lack of... how you say... give a shit? I don't know, and I may never, but I do hope you come back.
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